Do you feel like you’ve lost yourself somewhere along the way?

  • Do you wake up and feel like you’re just going through the motions?

  • Do you feel paralyzed by overthinking, unsure how to actually move forward?

  • Do you feel anxiety around your worth, like you’re never quite enough?

  • Do you feel buried in responsibilities, always holding it together for others but crumbling inside?

  • Do you secretly wonder if joy, confidence, and self-trust are even possible for you anymore?

  • Do you feel guilty for wanting more than “just surviving”?

  • Do you feel trapped by how much other peoples opinions affect you, while pretending they don’t?

  • Do you keep telling yourself that happiness, clarity, or purpose is for other people… not you?

  • Do you feel a truly happy life, a wealthy life, a successful life, is for everyone else because you can’t figure out how to make it happen for you?

Or maybe you simply feel like there’s room for so much more in your life, but you don’t know where to begin…

Me too.

Well… More accurately, that used to be me too.

It felt like I was stuck in an endless spin, knowing what I wanted, but never able to fully receive it. Every time I tried, it fell flat, and with each failed attempt my confidence sank deeper. I began to doubt whether I could ever create the life I knew I wanted and secretly knew I was meant for.

That spin lasted into my mid-30’s.

I thought I had to fit the mold set before me in order to be loved, accepted, safe, successful… And that eventually, all of that would lead to happiness. I had to be stoic, wise, perfectly put together (with zero room for mistakes). I buried the parts of me that felt too much, too silly, too messy, too real, too bold…. too ME.

On the outside, I held it together. On the inside, I was exhausted. Disconnected. Confused. And deeply depressed, spinning in thoughts of anger, sadness, and often, feelings of deep defeat.

Once emotions settled, the guilt for feeling this way would flood me.

It was a viscous cycle.

And then life broke me open.

First, through a complete health crash that nearly cost me my life. And then, through a heartbreak that shattered the future I thought I was building.

There’s nothing quite like facing death and then divorce to make you see how much of yourself you’ve been withholding. How much of life you’ve been too afraid to claim.

Lying there, stripped of certainty, stripped of “perfect,” stripped of everything I thought made me worthy… It was clear I couldn’t keep living for everyone else’s version of me.

So I asked the Divine for clarity. I asked for a way back to myself. I asked for understanding. And I promised that if I found it, I would show my children a better way to live, and that I would teach women everywhere how to reclaim themselves too.

Because here’s what I know: when one woman heals, she changes her family. Her community. Her future. And when enough of us rise, we begin shifting the entire world.

I believe the only way to uplift this world is to uplift ourselves first, and then each other.

I wasn’t just going to do this for me.

I was going to do this for all of us. I was going to be unapologetic about who I was, the life I was living, and I was going to walk with others who were ready to do the same.

But first, I had to work on my relationship with myself. When I say that, here’s what I mean:

I had patterns, behaviors, and beliefs about who I was that were not supportive. They weren’t helping me create a life that felt aligned, alive, or worth waking up to.

This included how I thought about myself, how I responded to my own emotions, the expectations I carried and reinforced about who I “should” be, the shame I stuffed (more like forcefully shoved) down, the identities I wore to feel loved and accepted, and the energy I embodied day after day.

When you change the way you see yourself, you change your entire experience of life.

I didn’t stop there.

Surface-level shifts weren’t enough. If I was going to teach this, I had to embody it first, fully and completely.

Not only did I shift the way I viewed myself, but I began to understand the power of our mindset and how that directly affects how we grow our identity, how we manifest, the type of energy we choose to be in, and how we show up for ourselves and this life.

I taught myself a process for rewiring thoughts, releasing shame, embodying safety, and reconnecting with joy. I learned to live in a way that was aligned with who I really am, that worked for me, that honored my personality and my soul, not the version of me I thought the world wanted.

Over the last 8 years as I’ve guided others through this same process, I can tell you this: everyone’s steps and experiences with this are unique, but the results echo the same…

  • No longer questioning if they’re “enough”, they know they are.

  • Taking bold, unapologetic steps that would’ve terrified + shut them down before.

  • Courage to burn the rulebook + create their own.

  • Watching doors swing open that used to feel permanently locked.

  • Finally feeling safe in their own skin, body, and life.

  • Creating a life so good it feels unrecognizable from where they started.

This isn’t about surface-level “self-care.” This is deep, lasting, transformation that feels alive, creative, and (yes) even fun.

My Soul On Fire™ series is me keeping that promise.

This isn’t about “fixing” yourself, because you’re not broken.

I know you feel you are, and that feeling is very real. You will soon see that being broken wasn’t what it was about.

It’s about rewiring the patterns, beliefs, and identities that have been keeping you small, hidden, or muted, and reclaiming the vibrant, powerful, unapologetic version of you that’s been there all along.

When you shift your mindset, your choices, actions, and beliefs also shift — and before you know it, you’ve shifted your entire life.

I created Soul on Fire™ for every woman that has felt lost, stuck, silenced, or disconnected from who she truly is.

What this journey gives you

When you go through this work, things begin to change:

  • You feel relief, like you can finally breathe again.

  • You notice yourself making confident choices without spiraling.

  • You laugh more. You feel more joy. You play more.

  • You start saying yes to what lights you up, without guilt.

  • You begin trusting yourself again. And that self-trust spills into every part of your life.

And when you do the work ~ it works.

Today, I live a life I once thought was impossible. Not a perfect life, because that was never the goal, but a true, authentic, purpose-led HAPPY life.

I laugh more. I play more. I move through challenges with resilience instead of spiraling into a shutdown.

I make choices from a place of clarity and confidence instead of fear.

And the ripple effect? My kids feel it. My clients feel it. Everyone I meet feels it.

And an incredible natural by-product of all of this? When one woman heals, she gives everyone around her permission to do the same.

Truth is…

Eleven years ago, I was living in survival mode, and deeply unhappy. My physical and mental health were at an all time low.

Ten years ago, I was reeling from heartbreak and a health crash that nearly took me out.

Nine years ago, I decided enough was enough, I was going to find my way back to myself.

And here we are.

I didn’t arrive here by accident. I did the work. I experimented. I failed. I rebuilt. And I created a framework that now supports women all over the world in reclaiming their joy, their power, their voice, and their soul.

What I am here to teach you isn’t about “hustling harder” or slapping on endless affirmations. It’s not about bypassing your feelings or pretending everything’s fine.

It's about trusting the fire within, to lead you toward the life you're here to live.

Why now?

Because women everywhere are running on autopilot, exhausted, disconnected, struggling with physical and mental health issue, and dimming their own light just to make it through the day.

Because too many of us are shrinking when we’re meant to expand. Hiding when we’re meant to be seen. Numbing when we’re meant to feel fully alive.

And because the world is shifting beneath our feet. We are living in a time of massive global change, in culture, in systems, in what it means to be human. These shifts are an invitation: an invitation to rise, to reimagine, to lead ourselves and each other into a new way of being.

We can look at all of this through the lens of fear… or we can choose the lens of possibility.

We can decide that the change begins within us. That we have the power not only to reclaim our own lives, but to ripple that freedom outward, to our families, our communities, and the world.

It doesn’t have to keep being this way. And the truth is, it can’t wait. The time to awaken, to rise, to remember who you are and what you’re here for… is right now.

But also, because the time is now and it feels important to begin.

While every woman’s journey is unique

I can tell you with absolute confidence that the women who have walked through this program again and again describe it as life-changing.

They’ve told me things like…

  • “For the first time in years, I feel safe in my own skin.”

  • “I show up differently at work and at home, grounded, clear, and unapologetically confident.”

  • “I don’t spiral into shame anymore. I catch the thought, shift it, and continue choosing who I want to be.”

  • “I laugh more. I play more. I feel joy again, like I’ve reconnected with the version of me I thought I lost.”

  • “I finally feel like myself… only freer, fuller, bolder.”

Over and over, I hear a version of this same sentence:

“I didn’t think this was possible for me… but somehow, it was.”

And that’s the magic: when you do this work, the things you once thought were out of reach can become your new normal.

Are you ready to set our Soul on Fire?

This isn’t just information you consume once and forget about. These are deep truths that you’ll return to again and again, each time meeting yourself in a deeper, freer, more powerful way.

You will have lifetime access, unlimited replays, and every future update to the entire series if you purchased it whole, or to each individual class you purchased. Because your evolution doesn’t have an expiration date, and neither does this.

I can’t wait to see you rise into your fire, to feel this work ignite in your body, and to watch you reclaim and build the life you were always meant to live.

You can keep trying to survive while your fire flickers… Or you can join me inside Soul on Fire, and finally ignite the life you’re here to live.

This 8-week journey is where we take the spark you still have inside and fan it into a blazing fire.

What’s Inside Soul on Fire™

Live Class 1: Who Told You That?

We begin at the root, the stories you’ve been carrying about who you are and who you’re allowed to be. Together, we deconstruct the “rules” you inherited from family, culture, religion, relationships, and experiences that taught you how to play and stay small. In this class, we dismantle those rules piece by piece. Think of it as an identity cleanse: we Marie Kondo your beliefs, keeping only what lights you up, and releasing what never belonged to you in the first place. And here’s the really cool part,  nothing you’ve lived through is wasted. Every painful belief, every shame story, every moment you thought you weren’t enough? We flip it. We transform it into wisdom, power, and fuel. You’ll walk away seeing that the very things that tried to break you are the same things that now make you unstoppable.

Your past doesn’t define you. It refines you.

Live Class 2: You Can Think Something Else

Your thoughts are not facts, but when you repeat them long enough, they weave themselves into patterns. Those patterns hardwire into behaviors. And those behaviors quietly shape the life you’re living right now. Here’s the shift: once you see the pattern, you’re no longer trapped by it. Awareness cracks it wide open, and from there, you have the power to rewire it. In this module, you’ll learn the skill of catching thoughts in real time before they take over. We’ll practice flipping them into beliefs that work for you instead of against you, so your brain learns a new default. This is about proactive rewiring, the everyday practice of shifting your inner dialogue so confidence, clarity, and self-trust become your baseline. Imagine your inner critic finally stepping aside, because your inner champion just claimed the mic.

Live Class 3: The Youiest You

This is where we peel back the layers and let your truest self come through, the self you’ve hidden, quieted, or tried to make “more acceptable.” Because here’s the truth: the parts of you that feel “too much,” “too silly,” “too sensitive,” or “too different” are not flaws. They’re your magic. They’re your aliveness. And they’re exactly what your soul has been wanting to bring forward. In this module, you’ll learn what it means to give yourself radical permission, so that all the parts of you can show up.  You’ll practice weaving play, creativity, and joy back into your daily life, and what all of that looks like for you. Not as something extra, but as a nervous system reset that actually expands your capacity to thrive. When you stop fighting your fullness and start embodying it, life stops being about surviving. It becomes about expression, expansion, and unapologetic freedom. This is where you begin to feel not just okay in your own skin, but lit up, alive, and on fire with who you really are.

Live Class 4: Let It Be Easy, Babe

Somewhere along the way, we were taught that struggle makes us worthy. That grinding harder, staying busy, carrying more, and suffering through it is the only path to growth and to receive approval from others. But here’s the truth: hard isn’t holy. Burnout isn’t a badge of honor. And suffering was never meant to be your permanent address. This module is about rewriting your entire relationship with ease. You’ll learn to let safety, softness, and flow become your new normal, not as luxuries, or temporary states you “earn,” but as the foundation you live from. Instead of running on stress and survival, you’ll discover what it feels like to operate from calm, grounded energy. When you release the belief that everything has to be hard, you create space for joy, creativity, and aligned action to move through you. Ease doesn’t mean passive. It means powerful. It means unstoppable momentum, because you’re no longer weighed down by resistance. This is where you discover: safety is strength, and ease is the gateway to living free.

Live Class 5: Be Her Now

There’s a version of you who already exists, the one who feels grounded, confident, joyful, and free. The one who walks into a room without shrinking. The one who knows what she wants and doesn’t apologize for it. The one who trusts herself fully. She isn’t some far-off fantasy. She’s already alive inside you, waiting for you to claim her. In this module, we bridge the gap between who you’ve been and who you’re becoming. You’ll learn how to connect with your future self through powerful visualization, identity embodiment, and daily micro-shifts that pull her into the now. This isn’t about “faking it ‘til you make it.” This is about being it while you create it. You’ll practice showing up in alignment with the woman you’re becoming, in your choices, your thoughts, your energy, until it feels less like effort and more like second nature. When you begin to live from future-you energy, right now, you collapse timelines. You stop waiting. And you start becoming the woman you were always meant to be, right here, right now.

Live Class 6: The Beautiful Habit of You

Transformation isn’t just about big breakthroughs, it’s about who you become in the everyday. The little choices. The rhythms you create. The way you show up when no one’s watching. In this module, we lock in your new identity through simple, sustainable practices that reinforce who you’re becoming. This isn’t about rigid routines or forcing yourself into someone else’s blueprint. This is about weaving new habits, patterns, and ways of being that feel natural, nourishing, and true to you.

You’ll learn how to:

  • Anchor into daily practices that keep you aligned with your future self.

  • Build consistency without rigidity, so you can flow with life instead of fight against it.

  • Trust yourself to keep showing up, even when things wobble (because they will).

The Beautiful Habit of You is about becoming the woman whose freedom, confidence, and joy are normal. Not peaks, not exceptions, but your baseline.

When your habits match your identity, the results don’t just come… they last.

Live Class 7: Rising through the Wobble

Let’s get real: transformation isn’t a straight line. There will be wobbles. Moments where old patterns resurface. Days when fear or doubt sneak back in. Times when you’ll wonder, “Am I really changing at all? It feels like I’m drowning in the same old stuff.” Most people quit here. They mistake the wobble for failure. But not you. Not anymore. This module is about building resilience when those old patterns try to pull you back. You’ll learn how to ride the waves, reframe setbacks as proof of growth, and strengthen your nervous system so you can steady yourself in the storm. Instead of spiraling into old habits, you’ll practice tools that help you bounce back quickly, with more self-compassion, clarity, and power than before. Each wobble becomes part of your integration, not evidence you failed, but evidence you’re growing. When you stop fearing the wobble and start trusting it, you become unstoppable.

Live Class 8: Okay, Queen. You're Locked In & Unshakeable

This is where it all comes together. You’ve faced your stories, rewired your patterns, embodied your true self, and built new habits that support the life you’re meant to live. Now, it’s time to lock it in. In this module, we celebrate the work you’ve done and lock in your transformation at the deepest level. You’ll practice daily habits of integration that anchor your new identity, so it becomes second nature. You’ll claim your breakthroughs not as fleeting “aha moments,” but as your new baseline. We’ll work with gratitude, embodiment, and celebration as tools to reinforce your growth. Because joy isn’t the cherry on top, it’s the sweetness that makes your transformation stick. This is where you stop questioning, “Am I really different?” and start declaring, “This is who I am now, and I love her so much!” By the end of this module, your confidence, clarity, and freedom won’t feel like a high you’re chasing, they’ll feel like the most wonderful, most joyful, home.

FAQ

  • I get it, you’re busy, stretched thin, and life already feels full. That’s exactly why Soul on Fire™ is designed to meet you where you are. The modules are digestible, intentional, and you have lifetime access. You can go at your own pace, revisit whenever you need, and trust that the work will land differently each time you return to it. You don’t need more time, you need a new way of showing up in the time you already have.on text goes here

  • You’re right, most things don’t stick. And it’s not because you’re broken or uncommitted. It’s because most approaches skim the surface. They give you tips, hacks, or mantras without touching the deeper layers of who you are.

    Soul on Fire™ is different because it’s not about “trying harder”, it’s about going at it differently, so that you can step more fully into the person you know you are. We go straight to the root: your nervous system, your thought patterns, your identity.

    When you shift at that level, it’s not a temporary high. It’s lasting change, because you’re no longer forcing yourself to act differently, you’re living as the woman who naturally thinks, feels, and chooses differently.

    This isn’t about borrowing motivation. This is about expanding into the fullest, boldest version of you, so that confidence, alignment, and freedom stop being something you chase, and start being the way you live.

  • No way. This is all about you, and what you want to do.

    You’re invited to share as much or as little as feels safe for you. Some women love being open and vulnerable, others prefer to quietly absorb and apply the teachings.

    Both work. What matters most is that you’re showing up for yourself.

  • They will, and that’s part of the process. In fact, that’s where the gold is. You’ll learn how to catch those moments and use them as fuel for self discovery and empowerment, instead of proof you’re failing.

    Inside Soul on Fire™, I’ll give you the tools to ride the wobble with confidence and come out stronger than ever.

  • Definitely not.

    This work is universal. Whether you’re navigating heartbreak, a health crash, a career pivot, or simply feeling lost in the monotony of everyday life, the tools and frameworks inside Soul on Fire™ will guide you back to yourself. The common thread among every woman here is the desire to stop shrinking and start living fully alive.

  • I know investing in yourself can feel scary, especially when you’re used to putting everyone else first. That said, transformation rarely happens by staying in your comfort zone. I also offer payment plans and scholarships because I never want money to be the reason you don’t say yes to your own healing. If your soul knows this is for you, trust that you’ll find a way.

  • This is primarily a group program, but I am very present inside. You’ll feel deeply supported through my teaching, coaching, and the community of women walking this path with you. And if you desire deeper private mentorship, there are opportunities to explore that after enrolling.

  • Some women see a change just by signing up for the program, others feel shifts after the very first module; clarity, relief, and a sense of possibility they haven’t felt in years.

    For others, it unfolds more subtly over the weeks as the tools integrate. There is no wrong way to unfold into the you, you’re becoming.

  • That fear makes sense. But here’s the truth: the very fact that you’re here means you’re ready. You don’t have to show up perfectly, as a matter a fact I encourage you not to! All that’s required is that you just show up. Even imperfect action inside this container can create massive shifts. And unlike most programs, this isn’t something you “fall behind” in. You pick up exactly where you are, and it can still work.

    Your life. Your Way.

  • If you’ve read this far and something in your chest is whispering, yes, this is what I’ve been searching for, then this is for you.

    Soul on Fire™ is for the woman who knows deep down she’s meant for more, but needs the tools, support, and fire to finally claim it. If that’s you, trust that pull. Your soul already knows.

  • Email hello@juliaesta.com for further help.

Are You Ready?

YOUR JOURNEY BEGINS MONDAY SEPTEMBER 22ND

This is your invitation.

Inside Soul on Fire™ we will meet live every week for 8 weeks, all meetings are recorded and you will have lifetime access, unlimited replays, and all future updates as the program continues to grow and evolve. This isn’t a one-and-done course, it’s a body of work you’ll return to again and again, each time finding something new that meets you exactly where you are. I can’t wait for you to step into this container, to get your hands on the tools, your heart open to the healing, and your soul ignited by the freedom that’s waiting for you.

If you’re planning on joining, I encourage you to do it with intention. Do this on purpose, and for you. Do this because you know you’re here for more. Do this because your future self is calling, and she’s ready for you to answer.

Choose Your Way to Join

Full 8-Week Experience — $444
($55 per class, includes all classes, recordings, PDF prompts, lifetime access, + all future updates and bonuses)
👉 Best value: saves you over 40% compared to single classes.

READY??

Drop-In Class — $77 each
(Replay + PDF prompts + lifetime access to that specific class only. Does not include program-wide updates or bonuses.)
👉 Perfect if you want to dip your toe in before committing.

NOTE: If you decide to upgrade to the full series after purchasing one or more drop-in classes, the amount you’ve already paid will be credited toward your total, so you’ll never pay extra.

Got questions? Feel free to email us at hello@juliaesta.com and we’d be happy to help!

Disclaimer: I believe deeply in this work and have both experienced and witnessed the incredible transformations it creates. That said, every woman’s journey is unique, and I cannot guarantee specific results. The stories you see on this page are real women, with real lives, who showed up and did the work. What’s possible for them, is possible for you too ~ but my lawyer likes to remind me to remind you of this disclaimer.